“COMPLETELY TORE”

I come to miss you at times

My brain tries to make my heart forget

About how much I care for you

If you cared the same or have regret

I remember the curves of ones body

Down to even the speck in your eyes

Accurately enough to cause insanity

But true feeling in me forever lie

Do you remember the late nights

We talked about anything and everything

How much in my heart I held you tight

Everyday I awoke I could hear birds sing

Those memories are inside my minds wall

Yet I hold my breath as to avoid the pain

For without you my heart begins to fall

I see no sunshine now trapped in rain

The pain craws through my veins

Throughout my organs and nerves

Weeping is my blood hard to maintain

Destroying ones heart with lost of words

I wonder if seeing you once more

Would make the pain all stop

That chapter in life close the door

My heart beat back to the top

You were the breath I couldn’t catch

Even when I moved forward there in mind

Heart beat slowing send out a dispatch

For the blood within can no longer find

My heart now shallow inside

The love contained within no more

I come to see nothing left reside

It’s beyond broken more completely tore

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“BEYOND BEAUTIFUL”

Beyond beautiful is the one that be

Caring for thee with all my heart

Looks surpassing that which if physically

Defend you till the end from the start

Genuinely sincere I’m always here

Even through the storms one may face

Holding you close when I am near

Come to trust in me when in a dark place

Honor with loyalty I promise thee

Reach out and take thy hand

Do all for you whole heartily

Dare not compare I am like no other man

Ones respect I bring upon you

Forever my word shall remain steadfast

Until the end of time my feelings to remain true

Happiness shall always be in ones grasp

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“TRUE LOVE”

Love on thy lips was a touch

As sweet as one could bear

To make thy heart pound so much

Felt as if one walked on air

It brought upon the sweetest things

My heart once in slumber now awake

For every season full circle springs

Thy love caused ones world to shake

I craved the taste of lips of those

For honey sweet love is forever young

With thy fragrance scent that of rose

The passion for one another just begun

Ones love here was now caught

Within me always contained

Purity like no other without fault

To protect one from any pain

Came to heal that which was scarred

With thy touch of an angel’s hand

Gentle sensation opposite of hard

True love only few come to understand

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I NO LONGER FEEL”

I once cared for you with all my heart

But now I have come to careless

At one time you were my end and start

Now you’ve turned my heart into a mess

You took for granted what my love to be

Didn’t appreciate the purity I had to give

For I would have loved you endlessly

I’d giving my life up for you to live

My word was given to never do you wrong

To protect you forever be by your side

For you had promised me here you belong

But I’ve come to see all you said was a lie

Truth was hidden in the words you say

For what you spoke was never real

The heart that used to beat for you gone away

For the love I had for you I no longer feel

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“THE PURPOSE OF LIFE”

The purpose of life is happiness

Which is sustained by hope

To love one another endless

Help each other live life and cope

There is no guarantee about the future

We exist and pray for something better

For we are all God’s children

We must learn to live as one together

Hope is to keep going no matter what

Thinking and believing it can be done

Bringing inner strength, self confidence within

With God by your side the obstacle is none

Keep your heart within you soft

Let not the world make you hard

Don’t get lost in all the chaos

For you are above it not a part

Don’t let pain bring upon you hate

Nor bitterness steal your sweet

When hard times come, hold onto faith

For evil will always meet defeat

The gift of life is for you and me

At times trials and tribulations we may face

Even though the world may disagree

I still believe in it to be a beautiful place

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“PROMISE YOU THE WORLD”

I hold you tightly promise you the world

Promise to love you up until the end

You’ve always loved me said you’ll be my girl

Been with you by your side since way back then

I still look at you and remember

Made love as the temperature was hot as could be

That afternoon you chose to surrender

You said “Promise you aren’t lying to me”

I never felt those feeling we felt

Our love’s true I caressed and held you

Heart’s as one we began to melt

To taste your sugar, let the climax melt you

You’re always there in all of my thoughts

I can feel you when you’re far away right here in me

Within my soul without you I feel I may be lost

Loving you forever is instilled endlessly

I’ll do my all to keep you by my side

Make love to your soul, heart and mind

Grab a hold for this mental, emotional ride

In your hour of need I’ll be there every time

We’ll support one another to reach our dreams

Reaching beyond what we every thought of

Forever by your side as a part of my team

In a world of hate I provide unconditional love

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I LOVE YOU”

I love you so much my dear

More than words could show

With all my heart I love you

Beyond anything you could ever know

I am no where near perfect

For you though I give my all

Except me for all my imperfections

I give my word I’ll never let you fall

If the day comes when you want me gone

As you wish I will disappear

For you see as long as you are happy

As a ghost I’ll be gone no longer here

I am but a gift for only you

To grant your every wish

Help you through your thick and thin

Yet I yearn for just your kiss

I’ve been there for you from start

I’ll be there until the very end

If someone were to break your heart

You can have mine so a new can begin

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“ANGEL OF YOUR HEART”

What if I told thee I’m an angel

One was sent here to love you

Would you consider the notion

That these words I spoke are true

I was sent here on a mission

To protect you and never do one wrong

Grant thee every wish while I listen

By thy side is where one should belong

For look at ones resume and see

Each word one has said to be real

Forever has this love been in me

To you I now choose to reveal

In your deepest time of need

I’ll always be there for you

To guide and help one succeed

As your angel that’s what I’ll do

The glow I see in you is of dreams

This love I have for you I shall not hide

If one should have to give up his wings

I’d have done it yesterday to remain by thy side

For I will protect you night and day

All my love for you is forever true

Place your hand on my heart, you feel that

That space in between it’s beat is meant for you

Through it all I may not be an angel

But I’ll be your angel from the start

Angel or not I’ll promise you this

I’ll always be the angel of your heart

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

PHOENIX

       Today is the day I feel is my spiritual elevation. I’ve released all the pain contained within to cleanse myself of sin. My heart, mind and soul have come to pass beyond all damage done throughout the years. The only thing that could stop me before was myself, for I myself am my own worst enemy. I have come to change my perspective in life to get a better understanding of it and the complexity of living it. I now view and accept all flaws and missteps that happen in life. At this point I feel nothing shall stop me, I’ve moved beyond all the negativity. The love in my heart is unconditional for I have God contained within it. With God I shall let no obstacles stop me from achieving my goals and sharing love. As a seed of love I come to plant within all I come to know during life so that the love can continue to spread. For that energy which we put out always comes back to us full circle. So, isn’t right we put out love to receive it back? We must learn to cherish each breath taken for we never know when it’ll be our last. I wish the best upon all for happiness should be found by all not just some. I pray for all to be blessed this is a new beginning to another chapter in life for this is my rebirth.

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

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“THIS IS MY LIFE”

This is my life so try to understand

You want to feel my pain, what turned me into this man

I was raised from seed to face my fears never ran

I speak the truth I’m going to tell you who I am

Here’s how my story all started out

My father was there but not around us about

Felt alone with my sis by ourselves in moms house

Struggling with money living ruff without a doubt

Living a hard up bring in life gave me all the reason

To strive to do even better no matter what the season

No utilities on in the house at times we were freezing

Trying to do the best with my all was what I was seeking

Spending time in the streets to understand it

You’ve got to earn respect it’s not just handed

Grab life like a plane and try to land it

In my heart love, honor, loyalty and respect was planted

At night I hear moms crying from dads beating

I can see people waving pistols hear the crowds screaming

God gives me the strength to fight off all these demons

Things so crazy at times I feel I’m going to wake up from dreaming

I’ve got to pull through all of this struggle

Move pass and beyond all the trouble

So much hell at times I feel I’m seeing double

If life is a game I’ll do all I can to solve this puzzle

People at times don’t understand you see

I’m going to do all in my power to help my family

My goals and focus are all uncanny

Looking towards the future for God is within me

I’ve lost so many you can see the pain in my eyes

We’re live life in a sick world that man tries to disguise

Only thing I know to try and do is to survive

Everyday I leave home I want to return back alive

I know my past is far from the best

I’ve had some hard times living I must confess

But I am unique beyond most and the rest

I’ve got to make it since my family depends on my success

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I’LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU”

It was spring when we first met

Spoke about our future, what we would do

I loved you unconditionally with no regret

I gave you my heart and so did you

You know our love is true from inside out

You’re beautiful from your heart to your mind

I love you with all my heart without a doubt

You have a magical mystery that you’ve let me find

You will forever be my one and only girl

For in my heart here you will stay

It was the two of us against the world

I don’t want you being the one that slipped away

When around you I’m underwater yet I’m breathing fine

I love your curves and even your ruff edges

Got me going crazy for you’re like no other kind

We’re not perfect but we accept each others imperfections

Love me purely was all I ever asked

Without you my life was so blue

Never one without the other we’re a pack

We found one another and you became my muse

If I’m the moon you’d be the sun beams

I’ll always tell you how much you mean to me

For you’re forever my light when things can’t be seen

You light up my heart within me endlessly

There for you until the end from the beginning

I’ll be there by your side to always tell you

If I lost everything tonight with you I’ll always be winning

Even on you worst day you’re forever beautiful

If the world beats you down I’m there through your every mood

Me and you together as one we will all continue to do

I’ll pick you up through down fall you’re my rhythm to my blues

I’ll never stop loving you listen as my heart forever beats for you

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“YOU WERE THE ONE”

You were the one I once loved

Always thinking of you in my dreams

Thought we were destine to be together

Not all turned out to be how it seems

I enjoyed every moment together

You and me were the A-Team

You came to change over time

As soon as I would flee the scene

Around me you were pure of heart

Thought you were loving and caring

We had the whole world watching

With envious staring

You fooled me and took my heart

Hurt me beyond repair

Should have seen the lies in disguise

And noticed no love from you was there

Opposite of what you portrayed

You know that right there to be true

Saw my heart open and exposed

Grabbed it and just ripped it in two

Said there was no other person

You’d ever let interfere with our love

That’s what you said to me

I was the only one you think of

When you came into my world

I finally thought heaven was near

But after opening my eyes to look

Time made it clear the devil was here 

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales