“ONES HEART”

Ones heart comes growing tired and cold

For all the love lost it has come to bare

All lies and broken promises that been told

Truth has been lost there is no care

For the one I thought to be the love of mine

Came into ones life just to let me down

I really thought this was true love one of a kind

My smile has now fled and turned to frown

How is it once in love come to be

Now lost no longer around to be found

Happiness now turns to  pain in me

Emptiness is left in thy heart with no sound

Yet I keep myself together to make it through

With hope my love to come to be one day

While searching through rocks I may find my jewel

My heart shall beat once more yes it may

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I’M SPEAKING FROM THE HEART”

       I’m speaking from the heart so you can come to understand the purity that lies within me.  I abide by the rules of love, honor, respect and loyalty, I speak the truth in what I be.  You won’t catch me here wasting time for I’m a child of God so I come to fear none at all.  I’m more concerned with treating one wholeheartedly, being humble and standing steadfast tall.  I wish to provide happiness to those that I touch in life, unconditionally I give them my best.  A strong minded woman that’s all I need to catch my attention and gain my respect I’ll provide nothing less.  Despite how you may perceive me to be, I consider all women that deserve it should be treated like queens.  But that’s my thought on how I see things that should be but seldom are, my queen is all that will indeed matter to me.  When it comes to finding my queen, I know I may not be the first but the mission is to be her last.  For with the proper one by my side, together here happiness shall indeed for us, forever last.  I will look deep within her eyes to show our love as one shall last until we come to turn back into soil.  She will come to understand and realize my place is by her side forever right there loyal. For the most precious possession that comes to a man in this world is that of his woman’s heart. So the love I shall show to her will be unconditional until the end and from the very start. Seldom you’ll catch me in a physical altercation because of my intellect and certainty of who I know I am.  I don’t need to harm another, to have to prove to myself or any other, that I am a man.  I choose to handle a negative situation by using words of conversation, no need for instigation.  I have an understanding in education, I also have honor to keep my composer, for that’s the ultimate liberation.  I’ve got knowledge in the game of life and how it’s played and it’s misunderstanding, searching and trying to find ourselves in who we truly are.  But I make no excuse, that only makes me want to push on forward and work for my family more than twice as hard.  Don’t ever dare compare me to my past generation, in any given form of fatherhood.  I’ve learn from mine, what I should not do and how to raise my offspring, give them the best, as a man truly should.  Unlike some that don’t want to be fathers just use and abuse women for sex, it’s sad to witness such forms of neglect.  My mind feels those women’s pain, for I have the intellect to understand, my comprehension is more complex.  I know I am of a different kind, I’m that of an unforeseen endangered breed.  No longer around to be found maybe I am the last one remaining of this now going extinct seed.  Yet I am nowhere near perfect in the eyes of man, that’s an impossibility that can not be done.  I will give my word though, those closest to my heart will be protected and shall be loved beyond that of any other one.  Perfection is nothing more than the perception of things, we may not be without flaws and defects but that’s what makes us, us.  We are all perfectly made because we’re fitting for the need in a certain situation and serve a higher purpose.  So rid yourself of any idea, of what you preconceived, what you thought my mind set is to be.  For I come speaking truth to you, wholeheartedly the thoughts of a true man, instilled here within me.