“WORLD OF A MESS”

A knife impales me

Ripping out my heart

Without remorse

Was but a game from start

What I thought to be true

Left battered and bruised

Used without a clue

Mentally left abused

Was no love at all

Nothing but deception

Leading me on

With only misdirection

Thought you to be the one

To come with happiness

So lost am I

In this world of a mess

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“THY HEART FEELS PAIN”

Thy heart feels pain

Tears drop from thy eye

Hard to maintain

So I break down to cry

Once loved now lost

Heart’s been taken away

Pushed a side then tossed

Love’s lost thy will to stay

Heart was rejected

For thy didn’t love me

Abandoned and left neglected

Like an object of debris

Thy heart no longer beats

For thy love has been lost

Laid to rest in eternal sleep

Forever cold as frost

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“HEART BROKEN”

Heart broken is thee

Sorrow is ones day

Love lost within me

For thy heart stolen away

Placed in ones grasp

Who promised to protect

To love it all I asked

But chosen was to neglect

I gave thee my trust

Thought thee was real

My love was lost for lust

Was not part of the deal

This I can not let pass

For thy love is pure

I must move on stead fast

Keep my own heart secure

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY”

Don’t let that moment come to slip you by

For you may regret it at the end

Letting true love turn from hello to goodbye

With a pain within you that will never mend

We come to get caught up in times

To say things we may not mean

Love at times is really blind

Right in front of us but yet not seen

How is it so hard to understand

To come to love another is a gift

Within our grasp at times we still miss

We reach for it and we come to let it slip

At the end all but memories are left

For your heart with them will forever stay

The pain within of what could have been

Remembering the one that got away

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“YOU DIDN’T WANT ME”

I wanted you, you didn’t want me

So my love for thee came to fade away

Now another has come stolen my heart endlessly

Given it a better place to stay

You come to regret what was done

Yet the moment for us has come to pass

It’s a life lesson one has come to learn

Don’t let someone slip through your grasp

Memories will forever there be

Now is the time though to move forward move on

I once really did love you unconditionally

Took it for granted and neglected it so it’s now gone

For that moment of yesterday I would have gave it all

Yet one didn’t realize the truth in what I say

True love came my way so I chose to answer the call

When it’s real, it’s sincere for love, games it does not play

Written By: Gregorio A. “Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“NOW I’M GONE”

How could you learn, if I didn’t leave

From the moment you played me, should have left you

I guess I was just a bit too naive

Too much of an honorable person to disrespect you

You thought I was joking when I bailed out

Be fucked over twice I will not allow

I don’t care that you come and scream and shout

I’ve moved ahead, to me you’re dead now

Guilty is the conscience now on your chest

For you know I treated you like royalty

Relief is the pain I’ve got nothing less

Forever would have had your side to show loyalty

Once I deeply loved you but it’s gone away

I proved that I am real yet you did me wrong

My heart deserves a better place to stay

Last that you will hear from me now I’m gone

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I ONCE LOVED”

You will always be the one I cared for

The one that didn’t believe my intentions real

The one that brought me happiness

Then came to take away emotions I could feel

Once you were my all in my life

Later you came to fade away

My day that now turned to night

Erased from my heart where you once stayed

The pain I will always carry inside

But the memories I shall never forget

Happiness at one time I will not lie

All I was put through I still refuse to neglect

You may have done me wrong

I’m not perfect and no one to judge

Through the storm I stood strong

To forgive is to show that you I once loved

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“MY MIND IS MY OWN”

Some of the smartest people that come to mind

Are only smart by the way the words are defined

For you see the test is rigged nothing less

In order to stop the evolution of human kind

The scientist can’t even explain the pyramids

People watch as corruption over throw villages

Stereotyping that which they don’t quite understand

Destroying our youths minds down to the youngest of kids

Babies, having babies, now they all feel as they are grown

Teach them there roots but only a portion is even known

They’re mind is blinded to understand where they come from

Put the worst on display for the world to see that’s all they’re shown

The rich occupy most the land, while homeless are without home

Enough food to feed the world yet there are those just skin and bone

This is just my perception of what I’ve come to open up and see

I’m spiritually inclined to see the truth for my mind is my own

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“ONES HEART”

Ones heart comes growing tired and cold

For all the love lost it has come to bare

All lies and broken promises that been told

Truth has been lost there is no care

For the one I thought to be the love of mine

Came into ones life just to let me down

I really thought this was true love one of a kind

My smile has now fled and turned to frown

How is it once in love come to be

Now lost no longer around to be found

Happiness now turns to  pain in me

Emptiness is left in thy heart with no sound

Yet I keep myself together to make it through

With hope my love to come to be one day

While searching through rocks I may find my jewel

My heart shall beat once more yes it may

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I NO LONGER FEEL”

I once cared for you with all my heart

But now I have come to careless

At one time you were my end and start

Now you’ve turned my heart into a mess

You took for granted what my love to be

Didn’t appreciate the purity I had to give

For I would have loved you endlessly

I’d giving my life up for you to live

My word was given to never do you wrong

To protect you forever be by your side

For you had promised me here you belong

But I’ve come to see all you said was a lie

Truth was hidden in the words you say

For what you spoke was never real

The heart that used to beat for you gone away

For the love I had for you I no longer feel

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“YOU WERE THE ONE”

You were the one I once loved

Always thinking of you in my dreams

Thought we were destine to be together

Not all turned out to be how it seems

I enjoyed every moment together

You and me were the A-Team

You came to change over time

As soon as I would flee the scene

Around me you were pure of heart

Thought you were loving and caring

We had the whole world watching

With envious staring

You fooled me and took my heart

Hurt me beyond repair

Should have seen the lies in disguise

And noticed no love from you was there

Opposite of what you portrayed

You know that right there to be true

Saw my heart open and exposed

Grabbed it and just ripped it in two

Said there was no other person

You’d ever let interfere with our love

That’s what you said to me

I was the only one you think of

When you came into my world

I finally thought heaven was near

But after opening my eyes to look

Time made it clear the devil was here 

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales