“SHADOW IN MY PAST”

I’ve never been one to quit

But maybe I need to give up this fight

For I’m losing my sanity

I need to walk away swallow my pride

Every minute that’s lost

It’s just time continuing to pass us by

I feel like I’m caught up in a storm

Trying to give my all for you and I

Should I give it all up and leave

Or should I stay and continue to try

Cause I know any minute just like the rest

You will say the words I dread, goodbye

You said to open up my heart to you

Then turned around and changed your mind

Told me you were the one I could trust

Now I’ve been broken deep down inside

Someday you’ll realize and miss me

You’ll come to understand what you had

I’ll have moved on with someone else

Forgotten you, the shadow in my past

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“NO TEARS CAN I CRY”

So much thoughts run through my mind

Reminiscing on this lonely night

I look around yet you I don’t find

Wish I could just come hold you tight

For the pain in my heart I feel all alone

How it came to this I just don’t know

The break up not in person but on phone

Why did it all fall apart, where did the love go

Remembering the ways you once stole my heart

To throw it away in search of sin

I feel so confused as to where to start

I trusted you with my heart and let you in

Visions of our love were planted in my mind

But now I come to see they all to be lies

Thought you to be the one to say you’re forever mine

I see the devil comes in the ultimate disguise

You proved to me that you really didn’t want love

Actions spoke what you did not speak

You walked a way and just gave it up

At the end it showed me you truly to be weak

Closed up your heart so no feelings would show

I could see the truth within your eyes

Everything we went through how could you just go

I’ve moved forward no tears can I cry

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“WE USED TO BE”

We used to be open like best friends

I don’t know what happened to us

Lately all I ever feel with you is distant

In you I’ve lost all my trust

Only time I ever here from you

Is when I have to put you on the spot

You know what I speak to be true

Above all else I always had you on the top

I don’t want to hear “I’m sorry”

I wanted to see a difference

Did you appreciate me, hardly

Cause the person you became is different

You said you’d always be there

Now you’re saying that is not true

I see clearly you don’t even care

This person you are now is no longer you

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I GAVE IT EVERYTHING”

I gave it everything I had

Despite that, you never cared

You gave up on a life

We could have together shared

I was ready to let your past go

Just sit back and relax

The moment of opportunity

You did it again so I snapped

Mixed emotions run my head

Trying to keep my mind distracted

Some form of forgiveness to give you

To be faithful is all one is asking

It’s like you’re testing me

I’m trying to keep a clear head

But you causing layers of confusion

Pushing me to the limit instead

Maybe leaving is the right decision

I think I’m living in the past

Moving forward in a new direction

The game you’re playing, isn’t going to last

I thought it was love

Searching for something to grasp through tears

To take with me to the dirt

Now I hold a scar in my heart for the years

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“WORLD OF A MESS”

A knife impales me

Ripping out my heart

Without remorse

Was but a game from start

What I thought to be true

Left battered and bruised

Used without a clue

Mentally left abused

Was no love at all

Nothing but deception

Leading me on

With only misdirection

Thought you to be the one

To come with happiness

So lost am I

In this world of a mess

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“IN MY HEART”

Never thought I’d come to lose you

Strange how things turned out

Thy love for one within me

Wish life went another route

Never seen the sun taken away

Until that moment I lost you

Still I stand strong hope for better days

Without thee now what will one do

Listen as my heart speaks

Loved thee since the day I met you

Was by your side till put to lay

My love for you was forever true

So I live my life to the fullest

Will cherish every moment for thee

With your memory within my mind

In my heart you lay deep in me

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“SHE DIED IN MY ARMS”‏

She died in my arms

The pain was so real

I lost the reason to live

For my heart could no longer feel

Cold was the blood

That was now left

The pain one could not bear

For my love was left lifeless

I’d give my wings yesterday

To bring you back tomorrow

To rid myself of the lost

Erase this pain and sorrow

At last you died in my arms

That last sight you saw which was me

I kept my promise to you

Loved from beginning and forever endlessly

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“ONES HEART”

Ones heart comes growing tired and cold

For all the love lost it has come to bare

All lies and broken promises that been told

Truth has been lost there is no care

For the one I thought to be the love of mine

Came into ones life just to let me down

I really thought this was true love one of a kind

My smile has now fled and turned to frown

How is it once in love come to be

Now lost no longer around to be found

Happiness now turns to pain in me

Emptiness is left in thy heart with no sound

Yet I keep myself together to make it through

With hope my love to come to be one day

While searching through rocks I may find my jewel

My heart shall beat once more yes it may

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“COMPLETELY TORE”

I come to miss you at times

My brain tries to make my heart forget

About how much I care for you

If you cared the same or have regret

I remember the curves of ones body

Down to even the speck in your eyes

Accurately enough to cause insanity

But true feeling in me forever lie

Do you remember the late nights

We talked about anything and everything

How much in my heart I held you tight

Everyday I awoke I could hear birds sing

Those memories are inside my minds wall

Yet I hold my breath as to avoid the pain

For without you my heart begins to fall

I see no sunshine now trapped in rain

The pain craws through my veins

Throughout my organs and nerves

Weeping is my blood hard to maintain

Destroying ones heart with lost of words

I wonder if seeing you once more

Would make the pain all stop

That chapter in life close the door

My heart beat back to the top

You were the breath I couldn’t catch

Even when I moved forward there in mind

Heart beat slowing send out a dispatch

For the blood within can no longer find

My heart now shallow inside

The love contained within no more

I come to see nothing left reside

It’s beyond broken more completely tore

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

I’ve never been one to quit

But maybe I need to give up this fight

For I’m losing my sanity

I need to walk away swallow my pride

Every minute that’s lost

It’s just time continuing to pass us by

I feel like I’m caught up in a storm

Trying to give my all for you and I

Should I give it all up and leave

Or should I stay and continue to try

Cause I know any minute just like the rest

You will say the words I dread, goodbye

You said to open up my heart to you

Then turned around and changed your mind

Told me you were the one I could trust

Now I’ve been broken deep down inside

Someday you’ll realize and miss me

You’ll come to understand what you had

I’ll have moved on with someone else

Forgotten you, the shadow in my past

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

So much thoughts run through my mind

Reminiscing on this lonely night

I look around yet you I don’t find

Wish I could just come hold you tight

For the pain in my heart I feel all alone

How it came to this I just don’t know

The break up not in person but on phone

Why did it all fall apart, where did the love go

Remembering the ways you once stole my heart

To throw it away in search of sin

I feel so confused as to where to start

I trusted you with my heart and let you in

Visions of our love were planted in my mind

But now I come to see they all to be lies

Thought you to be the one to say you’re forever mine

I see the devil comes in the ultimate disguise

You proved to me that you really didn’t want love

Actions spoke what you did not speak

You walked a way and just gave it up

At the end it showed me you truly to be weak

Closed up your heart so no feelings would show

I could see the truth within your eyes

Everything we went through how could you just go

I’ve moved forward no tears can I cry

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

We used to be open like best friends

I don’t know what happened to us

Lately all I ever feel with you is distant

In you I’ve lost all my trust

Only time I ever here from you

Is when I have to put you on the spot

You know what I speak to be true

Above all else I always had you on the top

I don’t want to hear “I’m sorry”

I wanted to see a difference

Did you appreciate me, hardly

Cause the person you became is different

You said you’d always be there

Now you’re saying that is not true

I see clearly you don’t even care

This person you are now is no longer you

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

I gave it everything I had

Despite that, you never cared

You gave up on a life

We could have together shared

I was ready to let your past go

Just sit back and relax

The moment of opportunity

You did it again so I snapped

Mixed emotions run my head

Trying to keep my mind distracted

Some form of forgiveness to give you