“TAKE MINE”

I’ve grown up my dear

All I ever wanted was your love

Here’s some things I ask you to hear

You were an angel sent from above

Heart spoken words, truly sincere

You are beautiful, beyond skin deep

The thought of losing you brought me to tears

Forever on my mind, in dreams as I sleep

Never was your fault, I handled it bad

I’m being open with you, courage I no longer lack

The best thing in my life, now I’m alone feeling sad

I left a bad impression, if I could I’d take it back

Forgive me for ever hurting you like that

Fact of the matter is, I was hurting inside

I should have spoken up to keep it intact

Should have worked it out, swallowed my pride

The way I handled it showed you no respect

Doing so I lost a friend for not being a man

I took you for granted and even at times neglect

At the time my mind set was a boy, so understand

I was hurt and lashed out, I’m the only one to blame

There’s no excuse, my tongue I could not contain

I come to humbly apologize, simple and plain

Anger over took me and to you I released pain

You should have never been hurt for the pain I feel

Knowing the kind spirited person you are

I lost you now my heart became chilled

I couldn’t leave you heartbroken and scarred

Swallowed my pride, I don’t want your heart to fall

Even if it feels like it’s beyond repair

If it’s hurt I’ll help it heal, give you my all

Take mine as long as your well, that’s all I care

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“HOW CAN YOU BE UNFAITHFUL”

How can you be unfaithful then apologize

Still you go back and do the same

You bring upon all this sorrow

The reason why she can’t move pass the pain

You get joy from playing with her heart

No kind of remorse left in your soul

Manipulating women who love from start

That’s a sadistic twisted goal

Always lying about everything

Truth though can not forever hide

Making one feel like it’s her fault

Subjecting her to pain locked inside

Saying your love’s here to stay

Yet you know that not to be true

If one loved her as much as you say

You wouldn’t be treating her the way you do

Taking her hope away she has come undone

She feels all men to be unfaithful, the same

It’ll take a lot of effort for the next one to come

Show there’s sunshine once away from the rain

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“LESSONS LEARNED”

I wanted to believe the whisper of your voice

Yet you gave me so much to doubt

Cause at the end it was your choice

That caused me to move about

I don’t know why you brought me pain

In my eyes I thought you were my light

All in all you were to blame

You gave up everything in the blink of sight

The light you had, turned to darkness

Cut through my heart with a knife

I would have gave you all I will admit

Thought you were the one to spend life

Some things are just not meant to be

The sound of love still in my voice

When I love someone, I do endlessly

To be with another was your choice

So all I can do is wish you the best

Because to be upset with you, I have no part

Hope you find what you’re looking for no less

Lessons learned from a broken heart

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“IT WOULDN’T BE EASY”

I knew it wouldn’t be easy

After every moment we shared

You came then left me alone

Your actions showed you didn’t care

You were my best friend

Called me your partner in crime

I would always have your back

I thought you’d always be mine

You promised me the world

When I was with you

Said you’d never do me wrong

Yet you turned my world to blue

I’m sitting here without you

You were once my light

Found another that you care for

So I won’t put up a fight

I’ve accepted it and moved on

That was the past so I let go

I thought us to be forever

Together I wanted us to grow

Would I change things back

I really don’t know you see

I feel things happen for a reason

I found one to love me endlessly

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“NO TEARS CAN I CRY”

So much thoughts run through my mind

Reminiscing on this lonely night

I look around yet you I don’t find

Wish I could just come hold you tight

For the pain in my heart I feel all alone

How it came to this I just don’t know

The break up not in person but on phone

Why did it all fall apart, where did the love go

Remembering the ways you once stole my heart

To throw it away in search of sin

I feel so confused as to where to start

I trusted you with my heart and let you in

Visions of our love were planted in my mind

But now I come to see they all to be lies

Thought you to be the one to say you’re forever mine

I see the devil comes in the ultimate disguise

You proved to me that you really didn’t want love

Actions spoke what you did not speak

You walked a way and just gave it up

At the end it showed me you truly to be weak

Closed up your heart so no feelings would show

I could see the truth within your eyes

Everything we went through how could you just go

I’ve moved forward no tears can I cry

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“WE USED TO BE”

We used to be open like best friends

I don’t know what happened to us

Lately all I ever feel with you is distant

In you I’ve lost all my trust

Only time I ever here from you

Is when I have to put you on the spot

You know what I speak to be true

Above all else I always had you on the top

I don’t want to hear “I’m sorry”

I wanted to see a difference

Did you appreciate me, hardly

Cause the person you became is different

You said you’d always be there

Now you’re saying that is not true

I see clearly you don’t even care

This person you are now is no longer you

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“I GAVE IT EVERYTHING”

I gave it everything I had

Despite that, you never cared

You gave up on a life

We could have together shared

I was ready to let your past go

Just sit back and relax

The moment of opportunity

You did it again so I snapped

Mixed emotions run my head

Trying to keep my mind distracted

Some form of forgiveness to give you

To be faithful is all one is asking

It’s like you’re testing me

I’m trying to keep a clear head

But you causing layers of confusion

Pushing me to the limit instead

Maybe leaving is the right decision

I think I’m living in the past

Moving forward in a new direction

The game you’re playing, isn’t going to last

I thought it was love

Searching for something to grasp through tears

To take with me to the dirt

Now I hold a scar in my heart for the years

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales