“TAKE MINE”

I’ve grown up my dear

All I ever wanted was your love

Here’s some things I ask you to hear

You were an angel sent from above

Heart spoken words, truly sincere

You are beautiful, beyond skin deep

The thought of losing you brought me to tears

Forever on my mind, in dreams as I sleep

Never was your fault, I handled it bad

I’m being open with you, courage I no longer lack

The best thing in my life, now I’m alone feeling sad

I left a bad impression, if I could I’d take it back

Forgive me for ever hurting you like that

Fact of the matter is, I was hurting inside

I should have spoken up to keep it intact

Should have worked it out, swallowed my pride

The way I handled it showed you no respect

Doing so I lost a friend for not being a man

I took you for granted and even at times neglect

At the time my mind set was a boy, so understand

I was hurt and lashed out, I’m the only one to blame

There’s no excuse, my tongue I could not contain

I come to humbly apologize, simple and plain

Anger over took me and to you I released pain

You should have never been hurt for the pain I feel

Knowing the kind spirited person you are

I lost you now my heart became chilled

I couldn’t leave you heartbroken and scarred

Swallowed my pride, I don’t want your heart to fall

Even if it feels like it’s beyond repair

If it’s hurt I’ll help it heal, give you my all

Take mine as long as your well, that’s all I care

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“HIS FOOTSTEPS”

His footsteps I heard coming

Just like every other night

Heard my mother screaming

Knew this wasn’t right

The words my father said

Were so ruthless and cruel

Each time she got hit

I sat not knowing what to do

I’d free her from the pain

My eyes wouldn’t let me cry

His anger unexplained

Tears dropped my mothers eyes

Each beating she took

Wished it would be the last

I forever remember that look

Praying time would move on fast

Constant back and forth yelling

Wish at times I wasn’t alive

Just kept thinking to myself

Without mom how would I survive

Her thrown against the wall

Pounced to the ground

My heart would take a fall

When I would hear that sound

His heart was so cold

Anger was even in his touch

Couldn’t understand how father

Would hate mother so much

Some how we made it through

Moved past to a different time

The damage already done

Will never leave my mind

Life forever changed

I’m the opposite of my tree

I’ll be forever be the guardian

Of my loved ones around me

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“WHERE I BELONG”

The devil’s standing near me

God’s in my heart no fear you see

Hurts so much to see pain and sorrow

Wishing for a brighter tomorrow

An angels wings are being torn

Evil daily is now being born

We’re burning down this world, one nation

What was once beautiful is now devastation

Trapped on this hellish earth

I know my value but seems nothing I’m worth

Fighting demons constantly everyday

Slaying them daily put them to lay

Doing my all to go in the right direction

Life at times I feel caught in an intersection

Who’s to say what is right and wrong

All I know here now is where I belong

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“SEE THE SINCERITY”

Let us pray,

Lord may you come to judge us

Solely by our hearts not our mistakes

For we come to praise one daily

Giving thanks for all that you come to make

We come upon you all so humble

Always praying for those in need

You are ones crutch when we may stumble

Keeping faith in our hardest hours & believe

With your love for us all can be cured

Just as our day turns into night

You’ve grasped upon our heart to secure

Within ones soul darkness shall turn to light

So I ask you to have mercy on thee

For at times I may become weak

Look within the love that’s set in me

See the sincerity of the heart I truly seek

Amen…

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“THROUGH THE DARKNESS”

At times waking up can be a struggle

I don’t want to deal with a world full of darkness

But I give praise to see another day

For it’s a gift I’m not just another dead carcass

Ever have someone close to you say you can’t

Well push through it because I know you can

I’m here to motive those that may need it

For that’s the sign of doing right by a man

Careful with those with their own agenda

They have a motive so they offer

Those same ones you helped out

Be the ones that hate on you when you prosper

There are those that come bringing darkness

Those that bring upon light

You got to keep moving forward

Through the darkness and put up a fight

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“LEND A HAND”

Some people are just like blood suckers

Taking all they can it’s a shame

Others doing their best to survive

Living their life, pushing through the pain

Moving forward from the very start

As life gradually keeps moving on

Surround by corruption, tearing us apart

Hard to separate the right from the wrong

I don’t think anyone is anti-love

But to the negative, I’m anti-y’all

Anyone trying to bring another down

I’m against those trying to plan ones fall

I never planned out this fate

I’m trying to wrong past mistakes

Just me being me, I was always taught

Share if I have enough here on my plate

Never give up keep pushing forward

I’ve been through hardship, I understand

When someone around you is in need

Be there to support them and lend a hand

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales

“YOU CAN NEVER HOLD”

Our relationship seemed to be based on lies

Everything you said you’d never do was phony

I came to see the evil disguised in your eyes

I clearly see now you just don’t know me

I did all I possibly can

Until I just couldn’t give any more

I wanted to give you the best of a real man

You could care less so I had to step out the door

I don’t know what you want from me

I gave you my heart that was not enough

Would’ve loved you always and forever endlessly

But what you’re searching for is not a touch of love

I can see your eyes now crying for me

My mood is dark and my heart for you cold

The journey continues just let it be

My heart is pure and you can never hold

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales