I’ve grown up my dear

All I ever wanted was your love

Here’s some things I ask you to hear

You were an angel sent from above

Heart spoken words, truly sincere

You are beautiful, beyond skin deep

The thought of losing you brought me to tears

Forever on my mind, in dreams as I sleep

Never was your fault, I handled it bad

I’m being open with you, courage I no longer lack

The best thing in my life, now I’m alone feeling sad

I left a bad impression, if I could I’d take it back

Forgive me for ever hurting you like that

Fact of the matter is, I was hurting inside

I should have spoken up to keep it intact

Should have worked it out, swallowed my pride

The way I handled it showed you no respect

Doing so I lost a friend for not being a man

I took you for granted and even at times neglect

At the time my mind set was a boy, so understand

I was hurt and lashed out, I’m the only one to blame

There’s no excuse, my tongue I could not contain

I come to humbly apologize, simple and plain

Anger over took me and to you I released pain

You should have never been hurt for the pain I feel

Knowing the kind spirited person you are

I lost you now my heart became chilled

I couldn’t leave you heartbroken and scarred

Swallowed my pride, I don’t want your heart to fall

Even if it feels like it’s beyond repair

If it’s hurt I’ll help it heal, give you my all

Take mine as long as your well, that’s all I care

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales