This is my life so try to understand

You want to feel my pain, what turned me into this man

I was raised from seed to face my fears never ran

I speak the truth I’m going to tell you who I am

Here’s how my story all started out

My father was there but not around us about

Felt alone with my sis by ourselves in moms house

Struggling with money living ruff without a doubt

Living a hard up bring in life gave me all the reason

To strive to do even better no matter what the season

No utilities on in the house at times we were freezing

Trying to do the best with my all was what I was seeking

Spending time in the streets to understand it

You’ve got to earn respect it’s not just handed

Grab life like a plane and try to land it

In my heart love, honor, loyalty and respect was planted

At night I hear moms crying from dads beating

I can see people waving pistols hear the crowds screaming

God gives me the strength to fight off all these demons

Things so crazy at times I feel I’m going to wake up from dreaming

I’ve got to pull through all of this struggle

Move pass and beyond all the trouble

So much hell at times I feel I’m seeing double

If life is a game I’ll do all I can to solve this puzzle

People at times don’t understand you see

I’m going to do all in my power to help my family

My goals and focus are all uncanny

Looking towards the future for God is within me

I’ve lost so many you can see the pain in my eyes

We’re live life in a sick world that man tries to disguise

Only thing I know to try and do is to survive

Everyday I leave home I want to return back alive

I know my past is far from the best

I’ve had some hard times living I must confess

But I am unique beyond most and the rest

I’ve got to make it since my family depends on my success

Written By: Gregorio A.”Guardian7Angel” L. Perales